I lost myself in words that I was too fearful to say.. So I live in chaos, it is easier than trying to tame my dreams. I used to believe that love conquered all, But now I see, it only does if you want it to.. She kissed my soul the way she kissed my lips, feeded me with words sweeter than honey and I promised her to stay by her side always.. But promises are all words I keep, ANd that’s something you didn’t kept.. She was with me always soo close that my tears never had time to Bloom, she was always there to steal them away before they manage to take root … Yet all of a sudden she leaved.. Each step you taken away from me was another breath hard to take.. I hope in our next life when we meet again, I have forgiven you…!!
These nights have always been my worst disaster , Nights are my curse , The moon is a monster . . It has its own world . . filled with scarecrows , wicked demons , monstrous creature . . Searching for a soul to feed their desire and thirst . . without your lullabies by … Continue reading Nights
She was the queen of shadows fighting the light for survival .. And i was a trespasser who got stuck in between the shadows and lights.
When the sky meets the Earth and the wolves meet the Moon , i will come down to this Earth to be with the girl , and to take her away from this world to the world unknown ..
"she puts her hands in either side of my face , and the room falls away . I have kissed before but never gotten so lost in a kiss like this , and then the space between us explodes . My heart keep missing its beat and my hands cannot bring her close enough to … Continue reading The KISS
I wanna suffer more, a lot more than I ever did.. I don't want to cry to sleep.. I want that pain that I m causing myself to make me unconscious.. I will become the play house of my demons..My skin be their food.. My Scream be their music.. My pain be their entertainment.. … Continue reading ” Suffocating Breath “
Those words she said has pierced thorough my remaining heart leaving nothing .. Like a stone.. I fell down with nothing left than tears through my eyes.. I haven't cryed like this before.. this time my tears has just traveled to next world.. In the world of pain I sink again.. with no intention … Continue reading “Cruel Words “
I still search for you in.every crowd... In every dream.. Inside every person I met.. Still I couldn't find you... I m doing my best.. You hide yourself in your lies.. And those things killed my trust.. In the darkest forest where light never enters.. I saw the demons slowly walking behind me whispering every … Continue reading “Torturing Wounds”
Love is nothing more than a fairy tale..Everything fall apart when the wave of reality hit you... I began to cry without tears.. Scream without any sound.. On each day I die a silent death.. My tears dried up.. "why you love this girl soo.. Much...why can't you move on " Angle inside me whispers.. … Continue reading “SLEEPLESS NIGHTS “
Thats the thing about that boy.. Cute by appearance.. But the world doesn't know about the demons living inside him.. A cursed a boy like this should never be lonely but he is.. He is waiting for someone who could take him back to wonderland.. Where he came from.. His sins has no limits.. He … Continue reading “Who I am.. “